Haiti Broke My Heart


So I’m back from Haiti and still trying to process everything.  Honestly, I am trying not to cry every 5 minutes when I think about the orphans and the great people we met there.  It has been a long time for me to go out on mission like Haiti.  I have been to Mexico but still not quite the same as what I saw there.  I have done multiple home missions from inner city, local, smokey mountains, and even missions in other states.  However, it does not compare to what I saw or experienced last week. What I know is that my life and my view of my own country will never be the same.  I am glad I live in the states but I do believe that Americans have gone way off the deep end when it comes to how we live and how we love. 

Here is what I am trying to say.  We fuss and complain about not having enough things, enough pay, enough of anything and yet statistically we are still so far above the rest of the world. I am not going to say to you that you need to go off and sell it all (unless that is what God wants you to do but I will let Him make that decision). The only ones that would understand this life of having nothing would be the homeless in America & year after year we have more homeless in America and a much bigger gap in finances between the lower and upper income levels.  (But that is for another blog post)

It is not that I ignored it all before but going to a very poor country opened my eyes even wider.  What I realize is that I am truly blessed by God with a family that loves me, a wife that loves me (most days) and everything I really need living wise.  I also realized that the rest of the world needs a lot more love and attention that is being given to it.  I went to multiple orphanages this past week and what I learned is that every child was in a place of desperation for deep, heart felt love from someone.  It was then that I became dad to many kids that just wanted attention, a hug or someone to color with.  I absolutely loved hanging out with these wonderful children.  I loved praying for the young man that was deaf and dumb and instead of God healing him, he healed me by allowing this boy to grin from ear to ear and give me the biggest hug I had all day.

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My eyes were opened to the fact that I complain about my food sometimes and these kids will be lucky to get more than one meal a day and maybe no protein at all.  The Kore Foundation is doing great strides to help people and the children but they can’t do it without our help.  I never realized that brain development was tied to protein intake and if these kids do not get a least some protein that they will not develop correctly.  And yet…..I get what I need every day….

My heart sank as I held a young girl that obviously had some mental challenges and I could help make a difference.  I saw a young boy that had yellowing hair and all due to malnourishment.  I saw kids digging in the trash pile looking for something to have for that day and I sit in my home comfortable with all the food I need.  It hurts…real bad….but what can one person do?

I am realizing that I can make a big difference and that is by changing my life to not focus on the physical aspects of life but more on the life of others.  It was Jesus that said “Whatever you do unto these, you have also done unto me.”  What else can I do God….you broke my heart in Haiti.  I know what I can do…change one life…..yes…..one life.

You see when you focus on one life at a time you make waves of changes in that person’s life that affect families, homes and communities.  Raul was a poor man.  I say was because now he owns a chicken farm (thanks to KORE) and now he has a life, a purpose and above all a knowledge that it was God that provided it.  I met Sue who has given up her life to care for orphans in a very corrupt adoption system and how do you know changes are being made…. you sit in the quiet you hear the singing of songs glorifying God by many little children all thanks to Sue.  Maybe you meet a van driver who is hurt by the appearance of his country but is still joyful because he has a wife of 37 years, a job and Jesus.  “Pastor…all Haiti needs is more Jesus.” 

Man, that says it all doesn’t it?  All Haiti needs is more Jesus.  All the orphans need is more Jesus.  All the families need is more Jesus…All I need is more Jesus.  All….I…Need….is more Jesus….

I want to make a difference in this world.  I want to see people have “more Jesus.”  So how is Haiti helping with this?  One, I know that I can make a difference by sponsoring meals for at least one child through the KORE 625 plan (http://www.korefoundation.org/our-story/what-we-do)   I also know that the God prompt for adoption that hit us years ago has now raised it’s head again.  Ok GOD….I’m ready….I’m preparing….send us a child that we can help give a home to.  One life at a time…that is all it takes….Just one…

The Power Of A Vision

“A man without a vision is a man without a future. A man without a future will always return to his past.” (P.K. Bernard)

“A knife cuts because it has a narrow focus” (Cleddie Keith)

“A coward dies a thousand deaths, but a brave man dies only once”(Roman soldiers)

“When God predetermined our destiny, He factored in our stupidity. Therefore there’s always enough time to finish?” (Larry Randolph)

 The level of sacrifice that an environment requires will determine the size of people that will follow” (Kris Vallotton)

A progressive revelation of an ageless revival for our generation is growing in our hearts. It is for those who went before us and for those who are yet to be born. Yet, the question of how the vision is to be implemented remains.

One famous Proverb says:

Where there is no vision, the people are unrestrained, but happy is he who keeps the law – Proverbs 29:18

Vision is the bridge between the present and the future. Without it we perish or go “unrestrained,” as the New American Standard Bible puts it. Vision gives pain a purpose. Those without vision spend their lives taking the path of least resistance as they try to avoid discomfort. The level of sacrifice that a vision requires will determine the size of people who follow. Sacrifice separates the small from the great.

Consider the example of a young man who has just graduated from high school and joins the military. As soon as he steps off the boot camp bus, the sergeant starts yelling at him. He has to march over to the barbershop and get his head shaved. Then he is up early in the morning to exercise with someone screaming at him and talking about his mother. Just a month before, he was in high school. He would have never put up with any of this nonsense from his teachers or classmates. But somehow his whole mindset has changed. Why? He is enduring the “cross” so to speak, because of the joy on the other side of it. He realizes that boot camp is preparing him for a greater destiny. His vision of the future is giving his present physical discomfort meaning and purpose.

So many of us go through life not understanding the purposes of our trials. We spend our days walking a crooked path, believing that every obstacle in the road is a problem and something to be avoided.

The second part of this Proverb says, “But happy is he who keeps the Law.” The law isn’t just something God gave to Moses. It is also the restraint, boundaries and disciplines we develop around our life to direct us through obstacles instead of around them. These obstacles become baptisms of fire that forge our character so we can attain and maintain a life of greatness.


Vision is what we see, but it is also the way in which we see. Vision is the lens that interprets the events of our life, the way we view people and our concept of God. If we have a scratch on our glasses, it may seem like everybody around us has scratches too, but the problem actually lies with us because our vision is impaired. Jesus said that our eyes are the windows of our heart. Paul prayed that the eyes of our heart would be enlightened. In other words, we perceive with our eyes but we see with our hearts. Our minds receive images from our eyes but our heart interprets these images. If our heart becomes bitter, jealous, hurt or in someway infected, the lens of our heart is distorted. What we perceive is happening and what is really going on could be two completely different things. Jesus said, “You will know the truth and the truth will make you free” (John 8:32). The word truth used here is not referring to the Bible itself, (although all truth is rooted in the Bible) but here the word truth means reality. Jesus is saying, you will understand what is real and that will free you. So many of us live in a virtual reality. The way we view life can feel and look real, or make perfect sense, but still not be real at all. Have you ever watched a good movie and gotten totally into it? You experience all the emotions of real life. You may even leave the theater still “feeling” the movie, but it was just a movie? it was never real. The truth is: we see what we believe to be true. Another way to put it is, if you have the wrong pretext you will misunderstand the context. Having a revelation of what is real will deliver us from a life of torment that virtual reality often causes.


Therefore, the things we believe to be true determine the way in which we interpret life. These “things” are called “core values.” Core values are the lens or eyes of our heart. It is important for us to realize the incongruence between what our core values presently are and what we really want them to be. Often, the things we say we believe and the things we actually believe are not the same. We must understand that it is not the truths that we believe in our head that are our core values, but rather the ones we believe in our heart. The things we perceive to be true determine the way we respond to the world around us and to God who lives within us.

These core values also help define the part of the flock that we find ourselves called and attracted to. The children of Israel experienced this principle when they came into the Promised Land. Joshua assigned land to them according to their tribes and divisions (Joshua 18:10). In other words, they received land according to their diverse visions. For instance, if they had a vision for farming, they probably did not go with Caleb to the mountain country but instead were given land that best facilitated their vision. Therefore the land they were given and their vision was congruent. From this perspective, it is not very hard to see how some church splits happen. Sometimes pastors, in their zeal to build their churches, attract people that have a vision for things that their churches or “land” (metaphorically speaking) will not sustain. This dual vision eventually ends up in di-vision.


True Godly vision consists of foresight, insight and oversight that come from His sight. Foresight is like looking at life through a telescope. This outlook allows us to know what is ahead as it connects us to our future. Foresight is the element of vision that helps life make sense and gives us the motivation that we described earlier.

Insight is like viewing life through a microscope. This perception gives us an understanding of why things happen in life. It also helps determine the underlying motivations of the heart.

Oversight puts life into context. It is like flying over our house in a helicopter. There is a perspective that we can only receive from this vista that helps us understand where we are with respect to where everything else is. The sons of Issachar are great examples of this kind of vision. The book of I Chronicles says that these men understood the times and had knowledge of what Israel should do (12:32). People that are blessed with this type of vision often have great wisdom concerning the seasons of life.

His sight assures us that the vision we have is from God. A vision from the Lord creates a mission from heaven. This is illustrated in the life of Moses when he went up on the mountain, received a vision of the tabernacle, and was told to construct it according to the pattern that he had received. (Exodus 24:16-28:43) Visions like this are just “pipe dreams” without some sort of administrative plan to complete them. A lot of people have lofty ideas about things they would like to accomplish for God but they seem to have no sense of how to see the dream fulfilled. There are entire books dedicated to this subject, therefore, I will just give an overview of how to accomplish a vision.


The first part of accomplishing any vision is to take it from the unseen world and bring it into the natural realm. This can be accomplished by simply writing down the vision. Articulating the vision on paper pulls the dream that is in your spirit (that no one can see but you) into the visible world so that others can capture it in their own hearts. Tools that help to visualize the mission such as architectural drawings, models, testimonies of others who have accomplished similar dreams, or visits to places that have a common purpose are all helpful in capturing and defining the vision for both yourself and others who will come alongside and help.

Then the LORD answered me and said, ‘Record the vision and inscribe it on tablets, that the one who reads it may run. For the vision is yet for the appointed time; it hastens toward the goal and it will not fail. Though it tarries, wait for it; for it will certainly come, it will not delay – Habakkuk 2:2-3

There is an old story about three bricklayers that helps illustrate what it looks like when people receive motivation from taking ownership of a vision:

There were three bricklayers working beside each other on a wall. Someone came up to the first one and said, “What are you doing” “What;’s it look like I am doing?” he replied sarcastically, “I am laying bricks!” The man asked the next guy on the wall what he was doing. He said,”Can’t you see what I am doing? I am building a wall.” Then the last man was asked what he was doing. He exclaimed, “I am building a great cathedral for God!”

Who do you think will do the best quality work and be the hardest worker? Vision causes people to love their work because they can see the big picture. Someone once said, “If you want to build a great ship, you can go out and find some talented craftsman or you can find a person who loves the sea.” Imparting God’s vision to the team around us is the single most important factor in seeing the mission accomplished.

The next step is to create a plan to accomplish the mission. The Bible says:

Without consultation, plans are frustrated, but with many counselors they succeed; the plans of the heart belong to man, but the answer of the tongue is from the LORD – Proverbs 15:22 & 16:1

From these two verses we see that although the vision must be from God Himself, men are to help develop the plan that brings about the fulfillment of the vision. Notice how Solomon highlights the fact that developing plans in a vacuum, (without the expertise and insight of others who have different gifts and perspectives than we do), will ultimately end in frustration.

It’s important for administrative people to understand that they are there to administrate the mission. The word administrate means, “add-to-the-mission,” not change the mission. Visionaries often do not like to work with administrators because by nature administrators are refiners and finishers. Sometimes administrators do not understand that they are being brought in to help visionaries determine how something should be accomplished, not what should be accomplished. If the vision is so large that it requires the help of Heaven (which it often does when it really is from God), it will be important that the visionary impart the vision and the faith to see it accomplished to the team. First Timothy 1:4 says that the administration of God is “by faith.”


People often disguise their fear as wisdom when they enter into a supernatural mission that can only be accomplished with the help of God. Moses had this problem when he sent the twelve spies in to the Promised Land to determine where they should enter. Ten of the spies misunderstood their mission and somehow thought they were being asked whether or not they should take the land at all.

This type of misunderstanding of the roles people are invited to play in the mission has caused the demise of so many would-be miracles, paralyzing the church of the living God. For years, the people of God have often settled for what can be accomplished by human effort and ability, because we have allowed the opinion of faithless people to determine what we will achieve, instead of being faithful (faith-filled) to the vision we saw “on the mountain”. This is a perversion of the gospel of the kingdom. We should never settle for anything less than what God told us to do.


After the plan is established, goals must be set. The Bible says:

I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus – Philippians 3:14

Goals are simply the vision broken down into smaller pieces that are measurable in time and space. In other words, they are specified parts of the mission that we will accomplish by a predetermined date. Many people don’t like to set goals because they think that if they are not able to accomplish them on time, they have failed. The truth of the matter is that, “If you fail to plan you plan to fail.” Great leaders know that setting goals is what gives the mission a sense of urgency. Urgency is a friend to managers as it sets the pace for those who are carrying out the mission. If wisdom is used in goal setting, very little management is needed to motivate the workers since urgency manages them. However, be careful not to give your workers more to do than they have the faith to accomplish in a given time period. If it is too much, they will not even try, just like trying to catch a bus when it is already a block ahead. You probably won’t even run after it, as there is so little possibility of you catching up to it. On the other hand, if the bus just starts to pull away from the curb when you get there, you will probably move out of your comfort zone to try to catch it. Yet, setting goals too low will not create a sense of urgency at all. People will not be very motivated and it will result in a lot more work for the managers.

When your vision is honestly birthed by God Himself, He will be delighted to direct your steps

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The final stage of seeing the mission accomplished is establishing your steps. Proverbs says, “The mind of man plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps” (16:9). Psalms says, “The steps of a man are established by the Lord, and He delights in his way. When he falls, he will not be hurled headlong, because the Lord is the one who holds his hand” (37:23-24). Steps are your day-in, day-out walk with God: the step-by-step, moment-by-moment, hour-by-hour decisions you make and the things you do that take up your time and use up your life. When your vision is honestly birthed by God Himself, He will be delighted to direct your steps. The most important thing to remember about your steps is that they should be found somewhere in your mission. Go back through your planner from the previous month and retrace your steps. Does it look like they are directly attached to your mission? If not, either redefine your mission or redirect your steps. Remember, history is at stake.

Re-Think Community

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I have been really focused on community and what it means and honestly how it affects my walk with Christ.  I keep looking to Scripture and seeing how Jesus and the Disciples were together most of the time.  They did life together.  Today we are not quite as physically close in community as we once were but through things like social media we can still have community together and even deep relationships.  Now I know so many people feel that social media is pulling people more apart but is it really?  If it weren’t for FB, Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat, google etc…I wouldn’t be able to see those awesome pics of people I knew from high school just because I do not physically live in Texas any more.

I think what has to happen is that we have to redefine what community is based on the things we have today and also the Scripture backing we have.  Let’s look at it…Acts 2:42-27

42 They devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and to fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. 43 Everyone was filled with awe at the many wonders and signs performed by the apostles. 44 All the believers were together and had everything in common. 45 They sold property and possessions to give to anyone who had need. 46 Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, 47 praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved.

Here in this passage we get a glimpse of true community…Fellowship, teaching, communion, meals, prayer, support, accountability etc.  Now, I am on a couple different leadership teams and also some accountability groups.  I know what it means to be physically in community.  I am also starting a new faith community that is grounded in being around tables in community as well as church.  However, what I realize is that we are not limited to physical interaction to be in community.  We can have an online presence of community and still have the same interactions that the Acts 2 passage talks about.  We can have fellowship online in conversation or through messaging.  We can use facetime or skype.  We can share a meal together even online.  Funny when you see someone’s attempt at a meal and you see the family attempting to eat it, you feel you are there with them.  Just not as much on the tasting of the “good” food.  We can pray together.  I have had more prayer conversations online than in person just because of overall availability of either party.  We can support, hold accountable etc etc from an online presence as well as in person.

So this leads me to an overwhelming thought.  Instead of trying to fit people into a dynamic that we feel best as community why not develop other opportunities for people to be in community.  It may be the only way that vs. 47 gets accomplished.  If God is the one saving people, then why shouldn’t we be giving people the opportunity in any capacity we can.  It is time to rethink community.

It’s All About Position



As I was reading today I read a familiar Scripture about Zacchaeus the tax collector in the tree from Luke 19.  I read it a few times thinking I might grab something new.  What I see in this passage is about a man who puts himself in the position to receive what Christ had to offer.  Luke 19 says that Jesus was just passing through Jericho.  When He saw the man in the tree Jesus didn’t just keep on passing by but He stopped and asked Zacchaeus to come down from the tree.

It was then that Jesus said “I must stay in your house today (vs. 5).”  Here is this low life tax collector whose position had put in a place of wealth but also a bad reputation with those around.  However, even this person who in his time a low life found favor with the Lord.  Why?  I ask that question…because he put himself in the position to receive.  He could have ignored Jesus coming but something in him had to see Jesus.  He was short so looking over the crowd did not work.  So he found this low hanging tree and with all he had climbed the tree to see Jesus.  What ensues is Jesus says that He must go to his house.

Now the question comes back to me and all of us.  Are we putting ourselves in the place to receive something from Christ.  Christ is looking to go to “our house (heart),” and do we put ourselves in the place to allow Jesus access to that.  Here is what is amazing about this story, Zacchaeus is like me not worthy of what Christ has to offer.  Zacchaeus uses all he has to see the Lord and the Lord recognizes him.  Do we put ourselves in the place to receive and experience Christ and His Holy Spirit?  Sometimes we have to humble ourselves and position ourselves.  It might just be praying, reading Scripture or just meditating on HIM.  Zaccheaus did just this…his position was the best possible spot to encounter Jesus.

What happens after this defines the life of Zacchaeus;  “Jesus said to him, “Today salvation has come to this house, because this man, too, is a son of Abraham. For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost.”(Luke 19:9-10)

Our position matters.  Join me in getting ourselves in the position to receive something amazing.

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Living in the Supernatural

For some reason this title has got me thinking more and more about my faith.  The more I dig into my Bible I keep reading the same stories of faith and God moving in some amazing ways.  Here is the passage that hit me today:

21 At that very time Jesus cured many who had diseases, sicknesses and evil spirits, and gave sight to many who were blind. 22 So he replied to the messengers, “Go back and report to John what you have seen and heard: The blind receive sight, the lame walk, those who have leprosy are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, and the good news is proclaimed to the poor. 23 Blessed is anyone who does not stumble on account of me.” (Luke 7:21-23)

It has me wondering and contemplating the movement of the Holy Spirit in this world today.  I struggle with the lack of faith in my own life with things like the supernatural.  However, I do know that God does move and I know that God is looking to transform people including a big guy like me.  As I do ministry in my church and community what I want to see is the Holy Spirit move in some crazy ridiculous ways.  I want to see the Holy Spirit invade lives with the message of Christ through me.  I want to see people’s faith restored, life healed and even physically restored for the glory of God.  So I go back to the passage and I ask myself the question…how can I help Christ and the Holy Spirit in this world today, right now even as I sit at Starbucks?  What I sense is that Holy Spirit is going…..yes….going to move in FAITH.  It is faith that restored a blind man, it is faith that healed a women with a blood issue, it is faith that forgave a woman in a sinful life, it is faith that saved me.

So maybe I need and we need to work on faith to live in the supernatural.  The supernatural can happen and it can happen through faith in what the Holy Spirit is doing in this world.  If we believe so much in what the Word tells us and we believe so much in faith that God can transform anyone then why not believe that and make a difference in the world.

Ok God, help my faith….help it grow…beyond the capacity of this worldly view and into an eternal viewpoint.  I come to you humbly asking for you to transform this big goofball that I am into an even bigger faith-filled, Spirit-led, redeemed man of God.  I submit to Your authority and to Your ways.  I ask you to move in faith.  Lord it doesn’t matter if I am leading, preaching or worshiping…I just want to be in the room when you are moving.

Impact (Part 2)


Impact (Part 2)

So we are on this evangelism topic and one question I keep asking is how we transform all those who love Jesus more than anything into people who love to lead people to Jesus.   I don’t know about you but I love coffee and eating.  Daily I see myself in a place where I can find one or even both.  So as I thought about this I kept thinking that maybe this is the mission field I am called to.  Maybe this is the easiest way for each of us to leave a Christ like impression in our communities.  Think about this…we go to the same restaurants, same coffee places, same grocery stores and other establishments and what if our intentional engagement is in the lives of those in these places.

I love what Ed Stetzer asks in Christianity Today;

“The question is how we do so biblically, with clear gospel proclamation, aware that               we are enmeshed in our own culture?”

How do we do this?  It starts with conversation.  Uh oh…..introverts disperse and hide.  I’m kidding but introverts are way much better at one on one conversations that say me (over extrovert) but we all have a place in the communication realm of society.  Let’s get back to the conversation piece and allow ourselves to intentionally talk to people.  Ask questions like:

  • How is your day here at __________ coffee place?
  • So do you like working here at _____________ grocery store?
  • Man I love that bracelet does it have any meaning?
  • Or whatever other conversational questions…..

It is part of who we are to discuss, talk and just be in conversation with people.  People will surprisingly come out of their shell and engage you. My wife and I were getting some items at Walmart a couple weeks ago and we struck up an intentional conversation with a lady in one of the departments.  The conversation began with just how is your day and then eventually led to us talking about families and then……a talk about her son with cancer.  Can we say God ordained appointment?  We, in that moment in the middle of Walmart prayed for this wonderful lady and listened to her heart and her expression of thanks through words and tears.  We knew that this would have never happened if we had not talked to someone intentionally at a place that we frequent often.  Can I challenge you?  Talk to people and then use what I call “Holy Listening.”  Listen to hearts, stories, lives and hear the joys, hurts and pain and allow God to move though you in that very moment to transform another person.  The largest piece is that we are in that brief or not so brief moment the Christ-like example to someone in their life.


Every Person has Value

What does this mean to us?  The dictionary says, “Consider (someone or something) to be important or beneficial; have a high opinion of.”  So then the question becomes why do we not consider all people worthy no matter how different they may be?   We all are all different.  Take a look in the mirror and then look at other people. ….yep different.  We are raised different, we look different and we have differing opinions.  Society has lost respect for others and unfortunately it resides in the church as well.  The church has lost the respect for people and in fact does not see everyone as having value.  Ok, the church probably values a few so let’s just call it “selective value.”  We see that we need to help some people but maybe not all people.  However, Christ calls us to love and respect all people.  If He didn’t he wouldn’t have told us to love our enemies.  He wouldn’t have shared the story of the Good Samaritan in Luke 10.  Jesus wouldn’t have loved on Zacchaeus and shown him grace.    He wouldn’t have forgiven the prostitute or even taken time out with the woman at the well.  Yet in all these stories Jesus saw that every person has value…every person is worthy of God and a life filled with grace and hope.

The question then becomes; why doesn’t the church (universal) share the same opinion?  We seem to pick and choose who give the worth to.  We might to a group of starving kids but we shout out negativity to people who have a different sexual orientation than what we may have.  We criticize someone going through a change and yet instead of loving the person for the Kingdom value we make jokes or condemn (i.e. Caitlyn Jenner). I believe that truth and love go hand in hand but also that every person has value and deserves to have a life in Jesus.   So the challenge to us is to love beyond earthly expectations and to love the person with the heart of God.

Faith and Dogs


I love dogs.  I mean sometimes when you are in a place that you just need someone or something to show some unconditional love, do we not find it sometimes in our pets.  I have always thought that the mutt was the best of the dogs.  Not just one particular breed but a culmination of other dogs which made them better.  As I think about it, we all are in some ways a mutt type person when it comes to our faith and our traditions.  I personally grew up in the Presbyterian Church, changed to Episcopal, later became a Methodist but then planted a Wesleyan church.  Went to seminary in a southern Baptist school and my family heritage was the Church of God.  I am either well blended or just flat out confused.

I am now a Methodist Pastor where my heart belongs and where God has called me.  Although I see things through many different films today when it comes to faith and tradition, it does NOT change my view of the Gospel.  I would say that I see more of the good things of all the traditions and try to implement them into my life, my preaching and the way I do ministry.  Some have called me more Metho-Bapti-costal.  In other words I have a heart like a Methodist, full of love and grace, believe deeply in the church and the view of Methodist grace but also committed to fighting the social injustice in this world.  I am also a smidge Baptist and believe that the Gospel and Evangelism are a big part of who I am.  I preach Jesus and His amazing salvation but know that God’s grace is not cheap grace and that it calls for a life of surrendering to Christ and repenting of our old self.  I also feel that we need to be in the highway and byways of the world to share the good news of Christ.  Lastly I have this smidge of me that is Pentecostal.  I believe in the ever present power of the Holy Spirit and all the gifts of the Spirit.  It is something that is a part of my life and it empowers me to do the will of the Lord in my life and ministry.

I am proud to say that I am a Metho-Bapti-costal but I know that God will use anyone that He chooses to use no matter where we are, how we grew up, what ethnicity or gender we may be or even who we are today.  God is stronger in our weakness.  God is greater when we decrease. God loves the imperfect, blended, humble mutt that each of us are today.

Even I Can be Restored


Therefore God also highly exalted him and gave him the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bend, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.   Philippians 2:9-11 (NRSV)

It was over twenty years ago and I was working in retail.  I remember going to lunch, sitting in my struggling with addictions and how to pay for my addictions. After my break I was confronted by my boss.  I was let go from my job and in fact the main job that took care of me and my wife.  It was a long time coming but I realized at that point I had an issue.  The hardest thing for me was trying to get my nerve up to go tell my wife what had happened.  I knew that she was either going to kick me out. I told her about everything and the first thing she said is “Thank you Lord!”
Why would she say that?  What happened after that was a moment that sticks in me to this day.  Instead of her kicking me out she proceeded to look at me and say that with God’s help we will get through this.  My heart and my spirit leaped inside me.  It was as if the Savior of the world had ushered Himself into my small apartment and gave me the biggest hug I have ever had.
The verse from Philippians tells us that Jesus is the name above all names and that every knee shall bow and confess HE is Lord.  In that moment of worry and panic God became Lord of my life.  It was then that I said HE is Lord, He is restorer and HE is healer over my life and it came through my wife just when I needed it.  I would like to say that life got easier after that but it didn’t but my focus and my life became sold out to HIM.  I am free from my addictions today and as the verse says, my tongue confesses that HE IS LORD!
As we move towards that great day of Christ coming back from the grave, let us keep our eyes on the cross but our focus on the resurrection.  It is there that we find our resurrection as well.

Prayer:  God, I thank you that in the deepest and darkest of places you find us.  Even in those moments when life seems totally dark, it is there that your light shines through and allows us to bring glory and honor to Your Name.  Amen.

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